i probably liked you for all the wrong reasons. regardless, you were probably the only one, in a VERY long time to get by this wall i've worked so hard to build around my heart. as eminem says "you must be a sorceress cause you just did the impossible, gained my trust." for once, i decided to give it all to a woman, lay it all out there leaving myself exposed, naked in a sense. for once i wasn't the dominant one and i was doing all the chasing. i did sweet things just because i wanted to. did them just to see you smile. i would show pda every chance i got because i was proud to be seen with you. went against everything i normally do. yet i was greeted with ungratefulness for all that i've done. at least one thing i've learned from this experience is that i am able to give someone my all. i know now that i am capable. as much as i wish i can continue sharing all of myself with you i guess it just wasn't meant to be. "you can't choose who you fall in love with." man..do i wish i could..i wish i never had met you. but then again i wouldn't have known what i was capable of
may i please have taylor swift as my wife?
..if that's not possible i'll settle for one date.
i just came back from a mission in haiti for a few weeks
..boy am i glad to be back. i gotta say, the living conditions were much better in iraq haha
gah. leaving for haiti on thursday. i don't want to go. i don't wanna take my malaria pills even more.